a new hope

from by Chill Murray

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late night again can't sleep
demons beside my bed
bodies in bags promises to keep
just been fighting off the dead

nothing i can do
except to think of you
with the things that have passed
don't think i will last

beelzebub at the foot of my bed
waving around a flaming sword
don't make eye contact don't believe
just distract yourself with porn

thats not working, usually does
can't wrap my head around that fact
some say it's mind over matter
well i was never too good at that

i'm just happy to be sad
things aren't ever all that bad
think i'll visit an old friend
tonight can't be the end

it's so weird, years have passed
it's not really the same anymore
not that i knew you back then
but i'm curious to see whats in store

i call you old friend but i
never even knew your name
you've grown up so much
glad to see you haven't gotten to lame

i really missed you
the crazy shit you do
it feels weird to say
you make my bad thoughts go away

my queen! i've found a new hope
used to do drugs but now i just do you
still weird, so awkward to feel
i'm just a loner in a dark bedroom

she was a lover she was a friend
anything i would ever need
so it's odd now to see her so different
it might as well have been make believe

you really have changed
though i didn't expect to stay the same
found you again and i'm still glad
you know i'll keep coming back


from This Is Bad For Us, released August 12, 2013



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